I'm not a regular self-harmer. When I get to this point, it's usually because things have gone wrong on a number of levels. Right now it's my stress from dealing with all of the sensory problems. I have all this pent up anxiety because I am constantly unable to deal sensorily in my environment. The racing thoughts are part of the problem. I can't do anything that I want to do... read, write... except in crazy spurts of creativity that go away and leave me with nothing.

Sorry, I'm rambling. There's a lot.