something that caught me off guard though was when she asked if any part of me feels any kind of anger or angry towards my ex and i cant tell, i dont feel any anger but i should i guess
why is that? she messed with my head bad so i should be angry right? (my ex)

but then again i dunno why i fell in love with her anyway, i cant remember any of it really

im just glad that they dont get mad at me for any reasons, its all my past trying to control me making me feel like they are getting mad at me