Everything hurts. My bones, muscles, skin just aches. My nerves are hypersensitive to even the barest touch. It's like my body has been wrecked by some immense physical trauma, all my nerve ends are sharp and exposed. This must be the bottom, I don't know how I could go any lower. I'm fantasizing about everything I could never do, but that seems to be enough. I just hope I can find a way back out before fantasy loses its appeal.