I think I might still be hypo. I neeeed to communicate. Going through the tough afternoon hours. In the Morning I am usually doing okay, but in the afternoon the energy hits, mixed with Feeling exhausted but unable to hold still. Unfortunately today I am working in the law firm (I am an assistant 10 hours a week, while doing my lawyers title). It is impossible for me to concentrate or sit still. My thoughts are racing. They go from I Need to become perfect, quit drinking forever, go on a diet, Train harder, only eat low carb and lots of vitamins, to oh my god I don't have any Christmas presents to I am gonna mess up my education to what am I gonna do tomorrow to how can I earn more to where will I live next year to what is wrong with me to gosh I am crazy and so on. It is not comfortable, I am dizzy and do not wanna talk to anybode because I am afraid of reacting inadequatly.