I hear what you are saying Irishj (((((hugs)))))I too am off work right now, I wanted to do this without any interruptions/distractions. I have dissociation amnesia, triggers and flashback happen all the time right now, but I feel quite numb at times, or totally the opposite, like flying into a rage because I can't cope. Then sometimes the inner child will surface, THAT scares me. PM me anytime, I only just started posting here, been a bit shy until now, I figured I needed an outlet in between therapy sessions.

I get so frustrated when I need to remember things and I cant, a bit like self punishment I suppose, but I know I wont heal until it's out and dumped

Metime xxxxxx