I'm pretty sure I'm coming back down from my hypomanic state. It never seems to last more than two weeks, I figured this was going to happen. Right now it's mixed and getting into depression, I think. It's like, I'm depressed but I'm also okay enough to not do anything. I'm just less optimistic.

I'm suppose to call the shrink today for a medication adjustment. The goal is to avoid the hospital, is what my therapist said. He wants to avoid that as much as possible unless I absolutely need it. Thing is, with these mixed states, I get really bad PTSD symptoms so it's kind of a nightmare. I got pretty triggered a few times and I think it knocked me down out of my "high" cycle. Kind of sucks but I should be starting the new meds at some point, maybe today.