I wanted to note that recently I've changed, dropped weight, bought new clothes and experienced a dramatic appearance experience. I feel sexier and prettier now and it feels wonderful being wanted. Before I felt hideous. Like I mentioned before when my friends and I were at the party that night and ended up together on a small futon mattress on the floor (avoiding drunk driving, I always end up crashes where ever I party **only friends houses of course**) I felt good being gently held and kissed and so forth. It's natural isn't it...my experience. Is being natural wrong?

BTW, I'm not offended that almost all of you disagree with my actions. The point of me posting was for ya'll to be truthful with me....and I do appreciate your responses...even if there not what I want to hear.