I hope that someone here can relate to what I am going through right now.

First of all, I suffer from depression, ocd, anxiety and trichotillomania. I am on medication. I am 52 years old.

I have become obsessed with a celebrity. Looking at pictures of him, listening to him sing, watching his videos, etc. This has only started recently.

I have a wonderful husband, and a fairly happy life, except for my depression, etc. So, this obsession started all of a sudden, when I happened to see one of his videos. Its like I was hooked. Now all I want to do is look at pictures of him, listen to him sing.....think of ways I could possibly meet him, which I know is not reality. I get so sad, knowing that I will never know him, and he will never know me. I have thoughts like "I just know he would like me, as a person, if he could only meet me, talk to me....." So hung up on this I am losing sleep over it. I don't know where to turn or what to do. This time of year is hard on me anyway, I lost my mom 2 years ago. Holidays are hard, and the past couple of years I've pretty much slept right through them. Now I am miserable thinking about this guy I will never know. Can anybody relate????? Thanks......