Haha!! That does sound exactly like me! The worst part is I'm fully aware when my anxiety is taking over (especially when I'm "doctoring" myself) and yet I still do it for some reason. I saw my PCP today and she told me that I may have a kidney infection but took me off of the Lamictal until we figure out what's going on. Hopefully it is, that way I can blame the infection and continue with the Lamictal because it really does seem to work wonders with a lot of people!