What's different this time Pink? What's different with this depression than the last one? Could it be that you're able to actually verbalize some of what you're feeling even if you do have to say %#@&#! you t!

To coin a therapuetic phrase. . .that's progress baby. You aren't the same as you were last Christmas with the seven week depression. You're different now. Yeah, it might still suck. It might get really bad. But, you aren't the same person you were last year. Are you?

Have you considered the lithium might not be working?