Hello Ocean Swimmer: I'm sorry you are feeling empty & soulless. But I have to say I feel pretty-much the same way. I guess in my case it's partially age-related. It's just too late for anything now. I'm just hanging out awaiting the arrival of ole rozin-the-beau & hoping he shows up sooner rather than later.

I do the few things that need to be done. I simply don't allow myself to even consider the possibility that it could be otherwise. There is a sense in which I'm afraid of where the bottom might be if I ever did otherwise. I'm not on med's any more nor do I see a therapist. I think about both from time-to-time. But neither one has ever really been that helpful & I really can't afford them. So what's the point? Besides nothing's going to change at this late stage of life... Anyway, if you think a new med might help you, why not give it a try? Good luck!