Went to group and individual therapy today, was okay. My therapist is Hell bent on socializing me, and frankly idk how to socialize or well initiate socializing, it just doesn't come natural to me at all. She gave me homework for socializing and I don't want to do it, I'm too scared to do it. She wants me to find social forums for my special interests here in Michigan preferably locally near me. I don't know how I feel about it, it scares me not knowing how to be social, and not knowing how to initiate this stuff. I guess it doesn't hurt to at least look for social groups on say facebook for my interests it may not be local, but stuff so can join and maybe connect with someone. So yeah, that is what part of my session was about.