Im kinda freaking/ worried. I made a post in survivors forum that keeps bothering me
(beware - Trig)
My Post in Survivors Forum

Its still bothering me, so I bucked up and email my T. I usually don't share dreams I've had here or in therapy. I guess I worry that its so 'overly dramatic' since its not real life. I havent gotten any response from her .. or little here. I hate second guessing whetheer i should have done something. I hate feeling insecure. I hate being vulnerable and somene can chose wehter to be there for me. I hate this whole thing.

I have been so out of control lately. I've been trying to reach out for help, but I'm not sure what will even help. I don't concentrate, get work done, or even sleep. I'm not sure what even to ask my T for.. in terms of help. :-(

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