Yes, I feel insecure because I am on shaking ground and just now have gotten to the point where I care about my grades. My biggest fear is not failing but not having tried my absolute best, I Don't want to ever resorted to my old habits of being unmotivated to care. I also I have a lot of classmates that are way older then me. I admire them a lot i don't sympathize but empathize it takes a lot to attend college.