Thank you, WC (((HUGS)))

It's helpful having here to simply share and have an outlet. Everyone is so supportive here, and I appreciate that. Yes, it has been an especially difficult time. I'm feeling more and more depressed and anxious, but I'm thinking about calling my pdoc if things don't get better in the next few days. I see my therapist on Monday so I'm hoping maybe she can help me figure out why I'm feeling so "off." I bet it's a combination of things and a lot of life changes. I've been thinking about my best friend a lot lately too who died of cancer around this time of year last year. Therapy is so expensive for me, but she is the best T I've had yet. Plus I don't do well with the shorter days and lack of sunlight....so seasonal depression may be playing a role in how I've been feeling.