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Don't you think your time would be better spent reevaluating your marriage? You're only 21 -- a 1-night stand is going to satisfy you and keep you on cloud nine for how long? A month? You've got the rest of your lifetime to spend with a partner who can/should make you feel like that all the time.

What if you and your friend's husband fall in love with each other? Won't you feel just a little bit bad about how your short-term need impacted her future?

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I've given my gratification and how long it would stay that way considered. I imagine your right and it wouldn't be enough, eventually nothing ever is to me. My biggest fear would be that I would want more and more....then a relationship may involve which is the last thing I need.

I do love him in a way, because they've been there for me for awhile now. But he's 19 and naive and still has some growing up to do. Then again, it can still be a possibility...loving him and him loving me...especially if he slept with me first. That's a scary thought actually.