I was having a breakdown a few days ago because my roommate and I got into an argument. I took my xanax and it did nothing for my anxiety so I had some wine (I know that's bad to mix), and then I still felt like screaming and throwing everything around me and breaking stuff so I went into the bathroom and broke my razor and cut my arm. Now I'm stuck with three huge slices and I feel so guilty because I haven't done this in a long time.

I'm so overwhelmed, everything is making me feel crazy right now, I just didn't know what else to do to get rid of the feeing.

I'm dating someone new (who doesn't know I have any mental disorders) and he saw the bandage and asked what happened and I said I cut it on a piece of glass when I reached into the trash and he was very suspicious, and when he sees my arm after the bandage is off he'll see I did it myself... How will I handle that?