Because this went on for over 10 years it affected me deeply. The person you should be able to trust. Compromise your integrity.
As this happened a long time ago, my last 3 pdocs haven't wanted to explore my pain.
And the ex Pdoc only wanted me in her office for the time it took her to write my perscripsions. Bit@h.
Does it make you feel alone? It does me. No one likes painful memories,but I think if they remain it should be talked out. This move on idea doesn't work for me.