I've been talking to friends and family about the puzzle I need to solve for years on and off. About 3 years ago I got very delusional and thought my best friend joined forces with my tormentors and I told her "the puzzle is being put together and all the puzzle pieces falling into place". I was highly delusional (I think...now I wonder if I'm just being shown the truth of it all). I "think" that when I get obsessed with the puzzle I'm unwell. I come to conclusions others call delusional. But I have had good insight at these times too....it's just that I can't make sense of them until I'm stable. (((Hugs)))

Stay safe Wander. I hope you can be released and we'll soon. My husband made me write my doctor just now. My husband says he doesn't think I need to be in the hospital yet, but he sees it coming and said if I didn't write my doctor and tell him the full truth of my situation I would be in the hospital soon and he doesn't want that. I don't want that either. I wrote my doctor and I'm scared of what he will say.

(((More hugs)))