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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
I've been talking to friends and family about the puzzle I need to solve for years on and off. About 3 years ago I got very delusional and thought my best friend joined forces with my tormentors and I told her "the puzzle is being put together and all the puzzle pieces falling into place". I was highly delusional (I think...now I wonder if I'm just being shown the truth of it all). I "think" that when I get obsessed with the puzzle I'm unwell. I come to conclusions others call delusional. But I have had good insight at these times too....it's just that I can't make sense of them until I'm stable. (((Hugs)))
Stay safe Wander. I hope you can be released and we'll soon. My husband made me write my doctor just now. My husband says he doesn't think I need to be in the hospital yet, but he sees it coming and said if I didn't write my doctor and tell him the full truth of my situation I would be in the hospital soon and he doesn't want that. I don't want that either. I wrote my doctor and I'm scared of what he will say.
(((More hugs)))
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I am so glad you have your husbands support. I hope your doctor can help you stay OP but should you need to please go IP. Your safety is paramount.
Is the delusion what you told me or something different? Either way it sounds like some meds to calm you down would help. Do you have anything on hand?
I am working on my own puzzle. Not going well. I cannot solve it peacefully. I really want to but then i snap and lose the plot. Then the nurses medicate me and I sleep it off. One month here and I am nowhere closer. I am frustrated, desperate and almost ready to act. This cannot go on much longer.
I hope you find some peace tonight. I will be thinking of you.
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