My original diagnose was manic depression.
There are many who are ptsd in my support group.
I started relating to the ptsd. There's a good book I want to read by Pete Wilson.
I could struggle with both.
The bipolar seems real as I experience psychotic mania. And mixed states.
But I've suffered hurricanes,earthquakes, tornadoes.
My first almost fiancé ( Trigger) committed suicide. My best friend all thru highschool did too.
A speculation is that my father killed my step mom by pushing her down a flight of stairs.
I've been robbed in Costa Rica 28 times.
Our home in the desert too. Stole our truck and trailer twice. Our business AStorage facility had peace for 14 years. In the last few years all of the garages were cut into 4times.
We've had to pay guards in Costa Rica and at the Storage.
I lost $87,000 in the stock market as the broker did not execute trades I had authorized in writing. I did not sue.
So I could go on but the point being how much can a person endure.
It seems the breaking point coincides with my bipolar meltdowns. Trigger...
My first episode was after my father offed my step mom and best friend killed herself.
I lost the ability to speak.