Thanks. I know blaming parents doesn't help me getting better. It actually makes me feel worse, because I live alone with my own thoughts, and I always remember those painful moments and I get angry and irritated. I just cannot help it. I sometimes talk to myself and argue with them in my head. I feel that I'm losing my mind. I'm sure they tried their best, but hurting a child is the worst thing, because the way a child is treated will most likely determine his/her view of life. Sometimes I feel bad because they are old now, but other times I feel angry and don't care very much.