Hi guys!
Sorry I haven't posted in a while or been present. I've felt mostly stable, and I've been really busy with work, so I've been kind of out of pocket.
I just wanted to ask for prayers/ positive thoughts/ good juju. This week is really crazy and hectic at work, and I also recently bumped up my workload to full-time, so I almost lost my s*** the other day with a really bad panic attack that felt like I was going to go crazy.

I talked to pdoc about it today, and he increased my Abilify and also told me for the rest of this week I can take a little extra Risperdal to help with the anxiety (all this work insanity will be over by next week).
Thanks for the positive thoughts! I appreciate it.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart

Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN