I'm pretty sure that whatever is wrong with me ai have little to no insight, no self awareness of. People look at me weird, people just stop wanting to be around me. I have at most only the vaguest idea of why. I don't know how much therapy will help because I have trouble being honest with myself and opening up. It's like watching a train wreck but being unable to stop it, I'm...just...so...weird, so...awkward. I want help I really do but I also feel like if I can't, or won't open up, then there's not much anyone can do for me.