Thank you. Tonight I emailed T that I want to hide from all the body and bathroom stuff. I told her I censor myself when we do EMDR because I don't want her to know how messed up I am. I don't think I have to tell her the image, just if it changes or not. Yet if I don't tell her, I don't feel like I've gotten it out. For me, sharing it is healing but I feel ashamed. Not necessarily abuse, just the way I feel about things, and some incidents in my past. I feel like I'm stuck at an earlier age, but I want to hide and not talk about it but part of me wants so badly to get over this. I'm conflicted.