I been diagnosed with ocd anxiety and depression last year since then I feel that I have improve mentally but not as quite as I expected I still struggle with school,motivation and some days I feel sucidal I'm in my last year of high school and I don't know if I'm gonna graduate in June I feel like a failure in life my dad does not want to even talk to me becuase he believes I'm lazy and I'm going to be a drop out just like my brothers and I feel so stressed out.Today I feel realy shity I did not go to school i feel tried as **** and I keep thinking about why cant I be more brave and just end my life. you guys have any advice I'm all hears