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recluse1 said:
((((((((gentle hugs)))))))) i am sure this dream disturbed you in a very personal way. i am sorry it was so upsetting to you then and still seems to be now.

if it would make you feel better, just talk to your little cousin so you know they are safe.

wishing you sweeter dreams
recluse1

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thanks recluse. I've just been a mess. ... I've never been truely unable to function like this. :-( My cousin in an adult now. I think maybe the dream was more symbolic b/c i think i was the only one my dadwas involved with.