i always respong to "how r u" type questions with fine or ok. but i am not always ok. and right now i am far from ok. i am so stressed out and depressed i feel like i am going to just lose it at anytime. and it doesn't help when you go into chat for support and some little punk starts making antagonizing remarks because you go to church. so i left the room. i am now bawling my eyes out. which is probably good since i have held this all in for so long.

please pray for me. i am in much need of it. i am an emotional wreck and i need God's help to find my way.
please pray for strength and healing. i need it soo soo badly right now. i dont know what to do to fix this or to make it right. i am just lost in this depression and can't find a way out. please pray for me.