Thank you all so much!
I had a session with the psychologist yesterday and told her my life story. I've scheduled another appointment for Monday. I'm hoping that it will help her in treating him if I go as well.
I got this text from him yesterday:
"Honey as you know I've been on an emotional roller coaster last few weeks and I have to make some changes in order to keep my sanity!
I love you very much!!
1. We won't see each other until you decide to be official with me(FB and all)
2. If you decide not to make it public that's ok, just return my 🔑

3. If your parents are against this and you still want to be with me than keep the key and move in..
I love you and this is non-negotiable!"
I responded with:
"Hi honey! I'm sorry for the stress our relationship or lack of has put you thru. I want you to know that I love you and that I am committed to doing my part in order for you to get back to normal.
I didn't answer your text earlier because I wanted to have my session with Mary first. I saw her tonight and I have another appointment on Monday.
Our relationship decision is not just my decision. If you want us to be together I'll need you to continue seeing Mary or someone else until you get to the bottom of what happened and why. We can speculate but none of us are medical professionals.
I love you and I want what's best for our future."
I answered this way because I don't think he is fully recovered yet.
I can't say I'll move in with him at this time. This is a big decision and I don't want to make it under pressure or out of guilt.
I can't go and fight a battle with my parents when I can't handle the stress at this time. He's not well enough to support me thru that battle. I'll be all alone if I chose that path!
And I didn't want to give the key back as I didn't want to leave him at a vulnerable time. I really wanted him to continue going to the psychologist a he has had only one session.
He responded to my text with:
"Hi!
I am getting better!
I will see Mary or anyone else for that matter, but if you are truly committed to our future than start speaking up for yourself!
Declare your independence.. don't hide our love, do the things you fear.. say the things you mean and for ****s sake stop seeing people as Muslims, Christian's or whatever else.. we are ALL THE SAME!!!!!
I'll tell you what happened to me..
this was a warning to me for not being true to myself and my beliefs..
From now on all I'll look at is action, words are meaningless!
Btw I'm seeing Anna in the 7th..
Action or this relationship is dead...
Have a nice day!"
I'm not talking to him anymore as he is mean to me. I wish him the best, but I need to look after myself too. I've never divided people based on their religion, ethnicity, race, or sexual orientation. I still remember one night when I was out with my friends and I was filled with joy when I realized how diverse our table was.
I've always told him that I love him as he is and do not want him to change. I do stand up for right and wrong and I think there are people that do good and bad things. I speak my mind!
If my sessions with the physiologist can help his treatment I'll keep going for as long as needed.