I actually have started taking care of myself.. My Pdoc has forced me to doso or he would have hosptialzed me due to lack of being able to keep any food in mysystem..
I have IBS so we are trying new meds to keep food in me, I have been on a BRAT diet for a few days, and so far it seems to be helping, I can not have any dairy, for a few more days, to see if that will help,
He thinks some of it is due to stress, and the upcoming finals I have coming up.... So my life has turned upside down again.. But I will make it I know I will, it is just a big bummer when I thought everything was going good, it goes back downhill

But I have also something like Fibromalygia, but more logialized in my back, only.. Which sucks because it is only in my back so it causes more pain in the lower back and only there..... SO morepain pills, and after my surgery, more PT, and ect... on top of everything else, School, and trying to find time for the wedding and then find time for me...
I just do not know how I am going to do it all.
with the holdiays coming up..