Today, I'm still trying to wrap my brain around the time "blank" that happened to me, and our discussions here. There have been other times that things have happened, when I wasn't me, but those times seem more dreamy to me than this most recent time. Maybe it's because it was so "real" and I realized it in the moment and not as a recall. If that makes sense.

And, what does this mean? My mind is asking me that question and I can't answer it.

What is the most disturbing aspect of dissociation/DID for you?