Hi, Kasumi. I do not presently have any opinion or advice to offer, but I do have some questions because I think we might have some things in common and I believe you are honestly looking for some answers. So first: Would you be willing to only share actual facts related to yourself and your circumstances without judging other people or blaming them for anything even if it can be proved they are/were wrong? I ask because portraying oneself as a victim never makes anyone well, and an example would be like saying "I don't have the option to see a psychologist/psychiatrist/therapist/counselor of any kind right now" and then giving the factual reason for that rather than judging your parents negligent even if they actually are.

Some additional questions: Would you know what I am talking about if I were to mention "sensory overload" and "emotional meltdown"? How about "thinking in pictures"?