I know how you feel as far as the work thing goes. I have had a hard time keeping jobs recently. I'm in somewhat of a stressful occupation and am currently contemplating a career change. I have been thinking about this for about a year now, so I'd like to think this isn't a rash decision. Just know you're not the only one having issues in the workplace. My home life is fantastic, for some reason the stress(or grief) I get at work just sets me off. I'm lookingg for a more stable work environment. I'll be pulling for you.