Because I don't look anything like I used to. These people would keep me up for days on end and now I have huge bags under my eyes. Also, I have acne scars on my cheeks. I used to wear my hair over my face all the time, but I just jot sick of my hair always getting in my eyes. I just wanted to be able to wear my hair up and not worry about my uglyness. I also am balding in the corners of my hair in my temples. So, I don't know why to say that I don't take care of myself.