This week has definitely been better in regards to work. The worse thing that did happen would be regarding a comment made from someone that made me upset since there could potentially be a bloodbath fight to get full time at work. The comment implied that I was not as perfect as them or I did not deserve it. That response was all just because I was making sure they finished a task taken away from me.. Other than that the work week has been overall well.

In regards to "friends" I was made upset more than once since Thanksgiving when it comes to not being invited when a couple of them do happen to do things together, and interactions where they end up making me think they don't like something about me, or I did something wrong in their eyes that I have no clue about. It can get really lonely at times. More specifically what they choose to say to me, their tone, not inviting me places, etc. Most of that stuff I feel I cannot express how I feel because I know how it will turn out, or in the end I will just feel even more stupid. Possibly even guilty, if the main things were fabricated by mental distortions. It just gets really sad sometimes that I can't always separate my self-worth from what they say, think, or do.