Some people regardless of their symptoms do better having one or two close friends.
Sorry you're suffering so much after the break up. Imo you made the right choice.
You've got everything going for you.
I got involved with a person who thought he had a coke addiction licked. He didn't. 6 months into the relationship he started using again. It was very destructive.
One of my most painful break ups too.
It seemed the hurt would never go away.
I understand what you're going through.
You are a wonderful person and deserve a better match.
Keep posting.