I am torn about being retired...I want to help so much...but I cant anymore...
being a psychiatrist today is awful...the system is awful...many times the drugs just cover up what is really going on...reality is not faced...I did not face reality...I broke down and took anti-depressants...it helped but it hurt me...because I never really faced what was going on in my life....it is so hard to face reality...I wanted to die then...now I want to live..