I rarely speak about it on PC. The trauma and the effects that i still experience from it are still very real to me. The feelings it created inside of me follow me still. The feeling of being worthless and unneeded.

Maybe one day I will speak about it properly, but not until i am in a more stable place inside.

I was cold, it was dark and it was scary. Survival was all that mattered.
The worst bit ? It became "normal" for me to accept it, and to feel that way.

For now that is all I can share.