It's official. I am a lost cause.

I called my h this morning and told him that what I most want is for him to change and us to be together, happy, getting along. And he promised me he would.

We must both be crazy and deserve each other.

We decided to tell this to the therapist on Monday and proceed from there.

And I invited him to come be with the family today and see the show.

Nobody here needs to say anything to me anymore, and I will stop posting about it, as I must be triggering the entire website.

I hope this therapist can really help us.

We are probably going to keep up this struggle until death.