Your good, the range of fantasies and fetishes is mind boggling, and as has already been mentioned you have nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone has their thang.
I am with broken charger here. I co-write libertine and noir- erotica with as part of a RP Ing thing. Helps get the 'kinks'. out, as it were. (( sorry...so so sorry)) - slinks off looking

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