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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
We are connected. Stay safe and keep us posted on how it's going.
I've been crying steadily for weeks now on and off about the PTSD stuff. I've talked with my mom, hubby, friend and even a bit on here but there is just so much I can't talk about. Sometimes the crying is cathartic and sometimes my head pounds and I feel so sick from it.
It sounds like you are in good hands with caring doctors and nurses. (((Hugs)))
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I understand how crying can be cathartic or just make your head pound. Are you make any progress with the PTSD? Sending HUGS!
My doctor and nurses can be awesome but sometimes the nurses can be patronising and dismissive, like last night. I needed help but they wanted me to help myself as if I was being 'needy'. I was desperate, not needy. In the end they medicated me (after much begging) and i fell asleep.
I am worried as days are usually good for me but it is now midday and I am already feeling agitated, rage, dissociated and just plain weird. going to distract myself and if this doesn't pass I will take meds early if they will let me. Just don't want to end up in locked ward as I have had high SI. Scared about how I feel today.
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PTSD
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