I'm always switching between wanting to bed the next man to walk into my life, to "meh...", and back again. Right now I think I'm in between the "meh..." and "sex crazed mad woman" phases. Thank Gaia I've never slept around with random strangers. That can be a one way ticket to STDville really quickly. Not that I'm trying to shame anyone who has, mind you, just that doing this often brings out a more careless side in those who have Bipolar, often to get sexual highs from the thrill of the risk.

Anyways, I'm sending you healing vibes as you transition from the ending of your wilder days to trying to salvage your marriage. It's honorable that your trying, and I admire that of you.