I don’t even know where to start with this post…who knows where I will put because I am not sure what I am going to say…I have a million things running around in my head—my thoughts are all tangled up.

My grandma just passed. I took 3 days off work for the funeral. Work is attempting to give me 3 “incidents” that could lead to disciplinary action. We have bereavement of 3 days, but they say it still counts against me. If I get a migraine or the flu in the next 6 months, I could be fired. “nothing personal, just policy.”

Work is stressful enough—we are super busy and I am putting in long hours. Since I am salary, I don’t get paid overtime. It just all seems like a crock of horse dung.

My meds are doing pretty good for my depression…I just feel super stressed out. I am not sleeping or eating enough. In general, I am just not taking care of myself. I am not really sure what is going on in my head. I just know I don’t really like where I am at right now.