(((((((((( Abby ))))))))))))

Hang in there, and keep checking in. We can count down the days here until you see the counselor. Call a hotline or go to the ER if you can't wait. Things will get better. If people are asking too much of you, tell them that you are struggling right now and need some time, or some help, or let them know what you can and can't do and what you would like them to do to help you.