I don't see myself as well as I think I do. My family is better at determining how well I'm doing. If you ask me, as long as I'm not depressed I'm fine and doing well. (Mentally but not physically) If I look at my life and accomplishments it doesn't match but I'm focusing on survival now and soon hope I will be well enough to see progress which extends out from my insides. I think PTSD is my real thorn and that is what I'm focusing on getting help for most. For BP I just work on meds and sleep and eating mostly.