I've felt lonely most of my recent life, and this has made me feel desperate, extremely desperate



Instead, desperation led me to do other things I now regret, but regret cannot fix the consequences.

Being alone doesn't only cause pain, but makes people do things that cause more pain.

I wish I had someone to talk to before I did what I did. But all I can do now is to live the consequences, and continue to live the pain whole my life. I've transformed the temporary pain into a permanent one.

Please if you feel lonely, reach out to the appropriate people who aren't judgmental and feed on others' problems, and let them help you.

This is all I can say now.