Probably should have mentioned this in my first post, but I'm in a small Australian town, so very little services provided for this sort of thing. I know there is a T in town every Thursday, but after seeing her once, I could never return.

Reasons for not wanting parent involved? Last time she found out about anything going on in my head (didn't tell her, invasion of privacy) she really made things worse. This was the one time when I saw suicide as something I could strive towards. There's also blatent neglect according to my school counsellor.