Attempted twice. The first time was due to an identity crisis, and the second time was due to an existential crisis. I was upset and miserable both times. I'm honestly not sure why I'm still alive outside of being too scared to go through with it (too scared to ask parents to try therapy or see a doctor, my parents aren't the most understanding people I know, and I moved to different places too often to find friends that I considered close), but I've calmed down in recent years. Now I'm just entertaining myself while going through college and planning for a career in software development.