things have not been going well here in tucker land. docs told me last week i have 3 months at best left to be here on this earhtly plan. pain is to the max, 160mg ms-cotin twice a day plus ir morhine for break thru. yep that bad. i have already been in contact with hospice, guess thats where i'll end up. I feel like a failure in life and in death.

i quit don't know what to say but thanks to my friends here at pc

when your at this stage in your life as i, a coment is felt i'm aloud to make. ppl here talk in circles, same old stuff from someone else on a different day. u have so much to live for, push it to the limit. i don't care how bad it hurts you.

this will be my last post, i want to try to fill a few last dreams i have before the pain, well you know.

its been an honor to have known u, don't be sad, i know i'm going to a place of no pain, tears or wants...

xoxoxo u pat

love and the best to all of you.....

i will be terminateing my menbership in acoulpe days.. just can't keep up.

Tucker...........................................................................................................................................................................................