Surprised? Dumbfounded? Even more surprising than a well worked machine not working once, is it not working twice. I've gone over every step and tried to figure out what went wrong. But here I am.

So I decided to wake up the next day. And the next, and the next. And at some point I decided it's been this long since I tried, I'm too deep into life now.

And not the hopeful optimistic way. More the "I left my phone at home, but whatever, I'malready at the store now"